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IM BACK!!!

I enjoyed the time in England verrry much. The lady we stayed with was crazy in a good way.
Her cooking was acceptable. The showers = xO
My internship went well I guess. I did everything they were too lazy for. It was in Bexhill so I always had to get on the bus and drive about 30 minutes to get there. The people were really nice. At least I think so. On my last day I expected a little present, a t-shirt or...you know..just something. It could have been a pencil or a post card, just for memory. They had tons, I had to fill everything up, I know they did. But guess what I got? Absoloutly nothing. Fuck them, seriously. I got them something and gave it to them anyway, I hope they feel bad now. I don't think I learned anything at all....it was plain boring. I stuffed brochures into envelopes for 3 days. Then I hang out with the security team who had nothing to do...except for routine checks in the morning. I don't think I learned anything about the job. But most of the people there were really sweet and kind.
At 'home' it was usually really funny and nice. We all read most of the time. Pamela was freaking annoying, though.

Anyway..I came back today and so many things have changed. My mom bought a brand new car, we're moving in may. What the heck?
Well, I dont even want to think about monday and school. I'll get my report card...and I skipped some lessons my mom doesn't know about xO What can I say?

HI GUYS!!!
Im still in England, but I dont have much time!! Dinner at 6 :D
Im doing prettz good! My internship is not soo exciting but I get an idea of the job and I guess thats what its for!! LONDON TOMORROW!!!! :D LIZZZZ!!!
Anyway just wanted to let zou know that Im doing well! I love you!!!!!!

Sorry I'm late!! Merry merry christmas to all of you :*
I hope you had a wonderful and peaceful time :)

So much has been going on..I'll just tell you the most surprising part of all.
My half-sister sent us a picture of her 3 kids and a christmas card saying she wanted to meet up.
Telling you the whole story of what happened in the past would take a way too long and I don't even know everything. So short facts:

1.She is my dad's daughter from his first marriage.
2.They got divorced and for whatever stupid reason they made the kid believe that the guy her mother dated at that time was her real father.
3.Last time my father saw his daughter was when she was 4.

My dad was of course very happy, he even cried. But I never ever thought that he'd actually call her. I thought he'd be too scared to but he did and it was...weird. They were both very happy. Haha seriously, this whole story is weird, it's just so..."talk show".

I don't know why I hate this so much. I just can't believe that my dad is already a grandpa to someone and that I am an aunt.. just what the hell? I'm not really interested in getting to know my half-sister. I mean, I'd like to see what she looks like..but other than that? She's 32 now and I've never seen or talked to her before so she's a stranger after all.

Also my dad is acting like they're going to be a part of our family.
He said: "Next year we'll have a full house around christmas time with my grandchildren and all"
Excuse me? I've never seen those people before and I'm supposed to celebrate christmas with them? He can visit them if he wishes to do so..but he should not expect US to.
When I told my mom she wasn't thrilled either I think she also hates the idea of them actually being a part of our family. It must be very uncomfortable for her.

I somehow refuse to think of them as family and I can't seem to accept the fact that they are related to us. Since they wanna meet up sometime in January, I just hope & pray that I'll already be in England when they're here.

Which is the right catchword.
England! We finally got information. We'll fly January 17th and return on January 31st.
God I'm already so freaking nervous. I'm so scared that I wont understand a word. I just hope that the accent will be understandable and I hope they're nice.

I turn out to be great at MATH O.O I wrote the only A on the last exam.
The new school is really funny. I used to write good grades in English and German, and bad grades in Math. Now it's the other way around. Well..I don't have the grades of my English and German exams yet..but I don't think I did well.

Enough for now...I'm up all night :/ Going to the netherlands in less than 4 hours..I NEED COFFEE!! Hahaha..the guys at school would think of something really bad now xD

Yesterday was the Kiss concert! Mara and me were right infront of the stage! Oh my god these men are sooo awesome!!! Hahaha Gene's tongue is soooo long and he did crazy moves with it, oh my xD
They were throwing around these things for their guitar and guess what? I caught one! YAY!!!!
It was absolutely amazing and it 'rocked'. Hahahahhaaha!!!!!! AHH I LOVE THEM!!!

I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!! AHHH

I got the results of my final exams today and guess what?
Maths: C
German: B
English: A

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh *jumps and cries*

okay guys in only 2 hours i'll be writing my last final exam in MATHS!! so please I need your best wishes and prayers...:O I only slept 3 hours and I'm so nervous...I'm going to dieee ahh...I'm scared...WISH ME LUCK!!!LOVE U

first final exam is over. german.
it was okayyyy. hhehehe. i choose the first exercise because there was a girl named JO ;) haha i have to give my exams a personal touch, duh?